...

ouch...

exhausted. screaming at home. rubbish at reservist. traffic jams. cursed by family. almost blew up back. reminded have seen mum 3 weeks in 2 years. dad 3 days in 8.

devils having a field day. God, come and clobber him for me, i cant do it myself.

i forgive Lord, i forgive again... so much pain at home that others will not forgive... destroying us. i cant do it for them... already stretched too thin. please help...

Lord, rebuild, restore... it is possible, with You. it will only be possible, with You.

withdrawing to the word n worship...