Single and Sorting

As time would have it, a timely release from reservist found myself back on campus to attend this years UDS... its been a couple of years after graduation and i recognised few people in the campus, but what a time to need to meet God.

Bawled my way through worship... and glad that God is still around, realised that I have been starting to drift... that my entries have been more thoughts, less verses, more words, less of the Word.

Thoughts of the day:

Only one life to live, and I want to live it for God... to serve the saved and seek the lost. But man... this has been a mind spinning experience. Help, Dad.

Daughters of Jerusalem, I charge you
by the gazelles and by the does of the field:
Do not arouse or awaken love
until it so desires - Songs of Solomon 2:7

Thankful for the space and time to breathe. 'Spiritual breathing' ala crusade would be the perfect thing to do for a while.

Dad, I wish you were a believer... I wish you had talked to me about this. For all I have been blessed and grown in church and in the Lord, I guess I am but a mere man. I'm making mistakes and being hurt and hurting people. I'm sorry.

KC and R both spoke and want to speak to me... and Im eager to learn before I come up with some wrong convictions. There's something I can't see here... and maybe, just maybe, they might have the key.

And in the meantime, rather than let my mind go bananas... Ps 27:14, until He deems it fit to explain at least a bit of it to me.